Now I realize how I feel about this whole thing, and I agree. The scholarship is so nice though, but I don’t know if I could deal with it. I never meant to stay in Hunter, I planned on transferring, now I have to think more about this than I wanted to. Music school is just a grasp away and I don’t know what to do. Fuck life, I should just work at a fucking cafe, take some classes and think for a bit.